He Says I Am Sorry I Am Not an Easy Person to Want
when i am sad
i don't cry i pour
when i am happy
i don't smile i glow
when i am angry
i don't yell i burn
the good thing about feeling in extremes is
when i love i give them wings
but perhaps that isn't
such a good thing cause
they always tend to leave
and you should see me
when my heart is broken
i don't grieve
i shatter"
― Milk and Honey
you've changed your hair
i tell them i don't care
while listening to them
describe every detail
hunger - rupi kaur"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
upon the ones
who've been unkind to you
and keep moving forward
- this will free you both"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
and act like it never happend
they come back
and act like they never left
- ghost"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
that everyone else is working harder than me
and i'm going to be left behind
cause i'm not working fast enough
long enough
and i'm wasting my time
i don't sit down to have breakfast
i take it to go
i call my mother when i'm free—otherwise
it takes too long to have a conversation
i put off everything that
won't bring me closer to my dreams
as if the things i'm putting off
are not the dream themselves
isn't the dream
that i have a mother to call
and a table to eat breakfast at
instead i'm lost in the sick need
to optimize every hour of my day
so i'm improving in some way
making money in some way
advancing my career in some way
because that's what it takes
to be successful
right
i excavate my life
package it up
sell it to the world
[...]
capitalism got inside my head
and made me think my only value
is how much i produce
for people to consume
capitalism got inside my head
and made me think
i am of worth
as long as i am working
i learned impatience from it
i learned self-doubt from it
learned to plant seeds in the ground
and expect flowers the next day
but magic
doesn't work like that
magic doesn't happen
cause i've figured out how to
pack more work in a day
magic moves
by the laws of nature
and nature has its own clock
magic happens
when we play
when we escape
daydream and imagine
that's where everything
with the power to fulfill us
is waiting on its knees for us
- productivity anxiety"
― Home Body
for you
but you long
for someone else
I deny the one
who wants me
cause I want someone else"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
the strongest
positive and negative
connotation in any language
it either lights me up or
leaves me aching for days"
― Milk and Honey
― Milk and Honey
― Milk and Honey
you were wrong for coming back
and thinking
you could have me
when it was convenient
and leave when it was not"
― Milk and Honey
and to the earth I shall return once more
life and death are old friends
and I am the conversation between them
i am their late-night chatter
their laughter and tears
what is there to be afraid of
if I am the gift they give to each other
this place never belonged to me anyway
i have always been theirs"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
and believing i will
end up somewhere
right and good"
― Home Body
I stop myself from
saying the words out loud
as if leaving my mouth too often
might wear them down
- I love you"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
― Milk and Honey
― Home Body
that exist after the rock bottom
and no rope or band appeared
i wondered
what if nothing wants me
because I do not want me
- i am both the poison and the antidote"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
― The Sun and Her Flowers
is vital
otherwise the butterfly
surrounded by a group of moths
unable to see itself
will keep trying to become the moth
- representation"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
i whispered
as you
shut the door behind you"
― Milk and Honey
― Milk and Honey
to love yourself
as fiercely as you do other people
- commitment"
― Home Body
terrified or in love with
my father it all
looks the same
i flinch when you touch me
i fear it is him"
― Milk and Honey
when you don't love yourself
- and gain everything when you do"
― Home Body
i am sorry i am not an easy person to want
i look at him surprised
who said i wanted easy
i don't crave easy
i crave goddamn difficult"
― Milk and Honey
the nice things about ourselves
but true self-love is
embracing the difficult parts
that live in all of us
- acceptance"
― Home Body
i did something with my body
other than trying to
make it look perfect"
― Home Body
― Milk and Honey
the way you degrade yourself
into smallness
is abuse
-self-harm"
― The Sun and Her Flowers
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